True Friend

yesterday he called... i when i saw him no showed up i have this mixed feelin... happy yet anxious... i duno he called to bring good news or bad news but whichever it is im jus lookin for an answer... i was suprised he called to say he is sorry n he miss me .. i duno whether he said sorry for wat happened n evrythin will be back to normal or he is sorry that thing will continue like this?? i was hoping he will do the endin for me .... but he din wan to...both of us are in d situation where we duno wat to say... well we din tok for long... he had an interview, i hope it went well for him....
woke up by a msg this mornin, was hoping it was his msg.. but it wasnt.. it was from someone i truly treasure n love.. she is my very best frn kat.. she say she is on d way home. ... i was touch n happy that she came back all d way jus to c how im doin... i still remember wat she say last week when i called her up cryin so bad tellin her wat happened... she said she'll try to come back n she did.... she is really a true friend... although i was hoping for the other thing.. actually it was a foolish hope... i was hoping he is on d plane flyin back to c me ... last year at this time he was actually back to be wit me eventhough he has 1 wk holiday but i guess its gona b so diff now... i tried called him once to check out how his interview went.. but guess wat??? he ignore my call again!! so wat was d called mean when he say he is sorry, he miss me n he love me?