another day..

woke up this mornin sitting down duno wat to do.... well still got to do sumthing...
din usual stuff.. but got an extra things to do... wash my granma wound n put new dressing..
i forgot to mention that my granma cut off part of her finger accidentally yesterday morning... it was blood evrywhere when i try to stop bleeding... anyway that was yesterday... i called him this mornin so at least to end things properly.. i know i cant it cuz i love him too much.. i hope he will do it.. but he ignore my call... askin him to say its easyfor him but i duno y he made so hard.. jus say d magic word n thats it.. i feel im hanging in middle of the air .. duno where i stand!!

today is another hard to pass... but i went out to do sum stuff... girl stuff... had my hair washed.. felt good actually... but im still thinkin of him.. i hope i can stop thinkin of him... the time pass so slow. .. its jus half day.... jus hoping for tonight! at least i can take my mind of him.. i hope so ...